The Brave Little Toaster

Have you ever seen The Brave Little Toaster? It has a lot of life lessons and is really emotional. Not even lying to you. I used to watch it all the time as a kid.

Have you ever had a memory that you think is on the verge of imagination?
Like you can't be sure that it really happened, or if it was just something you made up. I get like that about a lot of movies from when I was a YOUNG kid (like 3 or 4). Sometimes I'm not sure if it was a real movie, or if I just made it up in my head.. The Brave Little Toaster is one of those movies, but i know that it's real. Thankfully.

Do you carry the moon in your womb

someone said that you're fading too soon
drifting and floating and fading away.
- Porcelain, The Red Hot Chili Peppers
This song is so dismal but eloquent. I really want to do a dance to it. But it would get emotional. Which is good.

are you wasting away in your skin

little lune .. all day

nodding and melting and fading away

The Title is not Important

The last 2 days (and today) have been ridiculous. I'm so tired and have reached my point of just giving up. My eyes are so tired that they are watering and my nose is running (like when you cry). But I'm not really crying. And it looks like I got punched in my left eye.
Sleep has been taken away from me since Monday night. hmmpfh.
*insert a bunch of yawns* okey lets carry on.
Too much crap has happened since Tuesday. I'm not friends with my "best friend" anymore. I'm sick of her.
I'm stressed about our pom competition this Saturday (i hate pom so much and the coach knows it). Things should get better next week - hopefully, because this week has been so bad.

Today I finished Night by Elie Wiesel. The last sentence or so is amazing. Chapter 5 until the end was so intense.

I want to go to sleep right now but it's only 6 o'clock and I have to write something for english (which i probably wont end up doing).
And I'm upset they didn't choose "River Flows In You" for Bella's lullaby. I've been playing it over and over again and its making me even more tired. Way better than NyQuil and the sandman put together.

Drifting

I feel like I'm not really connected to anything at the moment. I'm not really attached to any friends - I could live without them. All I want to do is dance and read. How many times have I said this? I I I I I i i Iii ii i .
I feel like I talk about myself too much. But it's my blog.. so uhh that's the point (?) ha I over-analyze things too much.

This week was a blur; a lot happened, but at the same time not much occured.So our beloved cat Tommy ran away. He was so young, only like 9 monthes old. Too stupid to find his way home. He had sucha good life, and hopefully he coms back because I miss that little rascal. Now I'm rather depressed. He would eat everything I did.

Yesterday was our last home game (thank you dear lord baby jesus). I fell on my back while mehh 4 feet in the air, my knees bled through my tights prior to this, and me and Jeremiah discussed boys together.

While I was gone, my parents got a teeny tiny kitten so our other cat Mikey won't be alone (since Tommy ran away). I guess his name is Jimmy. But I dont like that name. I call him Pudge. (because he is so little and scrawny).

I want to write a book right now - but am lacking experience.

Cross Eyed Collarbone FREAK

I r not well. And I feel like poop on a stick. Tired sore. Hmpfff.
Things I've realized..
-I am not happy with school. There's just no point to it.
Why cant we just take writing workshops / creative writing for the rest of our lives?
-I'm rather cross eyed when I look at certain things

How cute. haha and thee hair is getting long and gross. ugh that picture is just so..
THEREFORE A HAIRCUT IS HAPPENING SATURDAY. The hair that's in a bun is how short it's going to be.. we'll see.

If I was fearless (wich im not) I'd do my hair like so

agyness deyn <3

School in 30 minutes.. eww.

So I have to leave in about half an hour to go to school ughh. Im too tired for this. I've already gotten ready - just need to put make up on.

Updates:
- Someone from my school died in a horrible car accident right by my house. Six others are injured. But two or three of them are out of the hospital. Another guy died - but he was 21.
Moment of silence;;
- We finished our first recital piece. I want to record it, its so amazing.
- My eyes are really dry :\ and my stomach hurts like a beach.
- "sup" ahhhh <3<3<333

Fairytales and Sleeping Snails

I am very tired today. look at the dark circles under my eyes.how adorable.. adorably not.
BUT the book on my lap is the definition of adorable Walt Disney's Treasure of Children's Classics.
I've had it for years- i wanna say for over 10 or 11 years.
it was bought by the Lorain County Library in 1987 [but it was published in the mid 70's]. Nana probably got it from the library in the 80's.

I just want to sit at home and read fairytales, gaze at the illustrations, and write my own classics.

Some pictures from the ginormous wonderful extravagant book: Peter Pan Alice in Wonderland BambiPinocchio
[look closely at this picture]
it's especially true when you wish upon a purple star.