This morning I woke up at 4:30 and almost started getting ready for school. But I forced myself back to sleep and had a dream I was using bleach to brush my teeth. I looked up what the meaning of bleach was in my dream dictionary, and it makes sense.
]In dance we were doing a seance in the auditorium. It really didn't scare me because nothing happened. People had bad energy in the room.
During lunch me and my friend just sat stagnant. But then her boyfriend came over and she got all googly eyed with love and I got depressed. I honestly didn't get jealous, but it was more like I was so happy that she could STILL have those special feelings 8 months into their relationship. It gave me hope for the world. haha
Then at the beginning of math I started crying because I was so overcome with emotion and I feel so lonely (not friend wise). Then I was laughing because I finally admitted to myself that I am lonesome.
I came home had a screaming match with my mom and then went to sleep.
Woke up and went to a party for dance with the ones I love. ♥
We play dress up when we aren't summoning ghosts in dance.
May 13, 2009
it's a bipolar kind of day
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2 daisies:
god, you're so gorgeous. i wish i looked like that. and i'm sorry about your loneliness. it sucks.
I love the tutu, wear did you get it? And I like the sun glasses.
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