In the past 4 days I've gotten less than ten hours of sleep.
This can lead to delirium, agitation, and pure happiness.
Stay awake for multiple days straight with caution.
You'll end up extremely happy like this:
Quite possibly like this: 
Boy you two kinds of crazy. (i say that way too often)
Things have gone 180 since my last post. Goodgoodgood. *knock on wood*
* wow the day just went from a level 4 to like level 20!!
Today I got back from California. The whole time we were there I was dying to come back home. I didn't enjoy and soak in our vacation, because I was anxious to come back to Arizona. I was happy to come home at first, but now I want more than anything to get away. I take my family for granted.
I'm going to my friend's house in a little bit. Her goofy ways can cheer me up.
Home is where the heart is. Hearts get hurt. It's better to stay away from home, where you wear your heart on your sleeve. 
"Just wait a while. It'll happen."
- a wise man. :)
If there's one thing I need to learn in life, it's to have patience and some faith in people. I always look for the worst outcome of a situation, when in reality things aren't even that bad. I just need to calm down and wait. wait. wait.
Plus I need to give myself some credit. low self esteem.
I'm working on everything.
school's out. Let the games begin.
Today I wore this shirt, and my friend's said they all planned on getting me it. The YouTube video is my love (which this shirt is based off of), and it has my two favorite things - cats and dancing! 
On a less enthusiastic note, because I have to screw up somehow:
I didn't go to my fifth hour class today because I just didn't want to.. I guess I ditched. So me and my friend went to the dance room to help with the beginning dance class. I get home after I have rehearsal after school, and the school called my house. I got in trouble. The end.
Moral of the story: It's better to sit through a class that is way too easy, than to have the school call home and report an absence.
THIS muthaa fuccccka. (long story)
Me and my friends had a sleep over last night :) Because sometimes you just have to regress to eating junk food all night / morning. I had nice clean fun, opposed to going out and partying with people I hardly even know (like I was going to Friday night).
STORY TIME:
Today I was waiting in line, to pay for my aquamarine colored v-neck. The cashier said she could help whoever's next in line, and I was next. But some old freakin stickuptheass grandpa YELLS at me "THERE'S A WHOLE LINE OF PEOPLE" So i say "ok sorry." Does the old fart shut up after this? NO. He continues to complain to the people who work at the store (let me just say I was at Forever 21.. why was an old guy shopping at forever 21 alone?). He continues saying all this blasphemous things to the employees like "YOU GUYS NEED TO OPEN ANOTHER LANE. HURRY UP SO WE CAN ALL GET ON WITH OUR DAY."
Is he freakin crazy? There was barely anyone in line, and there were like 5 cash registers open.
Some people make me so mad. Go take your meds old man. He was out of line.
I'm in desperate need of a camera. Every single picture off of this blog (that are mine) were taken from my phone. That doesn't even sound grammatically correct. 
Letting your hair grow out is a beeotch. 
^^^ outfit from Saturday. The shorts were purple - i borrowed them from my thankfully same sized friend. I've never had a friend that is the same size as me, and trust me, we are taking advantage of each others' wardrobes.
The grand opening of the FREAKIN GINORMOUS Forever 21 by my house was Saturday. It's the largest one in Arizona. I had to go, just to see if it was really possible to upgrade the small one to two stories. Yeah it was bazarre, but I loved it. AND i fell in love there,, and it wasnt with a clothing item. haha
well i have to catch the bus in the morning, for the first time in 2 years. That'll be interesting.
I wish my whole life could be like this weekend. It cannot be described in words. Pictures better suit it - "a picture is worth a thousand words" as they say.
It sounds crazy, but I feel like a new person. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Like I can relax a little bit. I don't know if I should say everything that happened, but I want it to stay in my mind forever. Think of it as you wish.
I'm happy I get to see these 5 people everyday, I just wish everyday could have the aesthetic as our trip to California did.
I threw my heart into the ocean because I'll never find love.
I feel so bored lately. I guess a lot has happened, but I just let it happen and don't even care. I just dont even care. I just dont even care.
- Last Saturday we had State competition for pom and got fourth. No, we deserved AT LEAST third. We did really well, and the stupid blonde-bimbo-former-cheerleader judges were corrupt. CORRUPT I TELL YOU!! But im not a cheerleader, or even close to being one, so it doesn't matter
- I find out of i made it as a CIT (counsilor in training) for Cougartown on Monday
- My older brother went to the hospital last night because he crashed on his dirtbike. But he's okey now.
- Last Saturday we got a new kitten. He's like a mix between a polar bear and a white tiger. And is a pain in the butt. But cute - AND STEPPING ON MY KEYBOARD, THUS RUINING THE POST
My friend was taking pictures of me in the locker room before dance like 2 weeks ago, because I had a cow shirt on - this picture is golden
I stuck my hips out, leaned back, and nonchalantly looked over to the side. haha number one way to look amazingly silly in a photo.
and lately my nose is alternating between being stuffy and running.
I just got back from my friend's 18th birthday party, and I'm really happy to have this group of friends. They dont drink, and are level headed. Yeah we get all crazy and act a fool all the time, but it's better than being intoxicated and not remembering what the heck even happened.
I just hope she had a good time, because she graduated early and only really sees her boyfriend most of the time.
But the party was good times, and I'm happy I went. But I epically failed at guitar hero. BUT laughing our faces off at this one stupid game we played made up for it.
Today I got back from California. I was sick the whole time, but it wasn't a bad trip. I just hate driving for hours and hours (like 4).
We were in Newport Harbor and Balboa the first two days and then went to anahein for Supercross.. but i didnt go becasue I was on my deathbed.
Let me tell you, I felt like I was at an UGG Convention (i hope one doesn't exist). Everywhere I looked, someone was wearing Uggs. there's no originality.
I didn't get to take pictures because I got my phone taken away New Year's Eve.
HAPPY HAPPYYYYYYY JOY.. note the sarcasm?
Tomorrow I have to go back to school, and I still want the legwarmers below.
My fashion sense was impeccable for a 3 year old.
LOOK HOW FREAKIN CHUBBY MY CHEEKS WERE!
How did I go from that, to this?
a postsecret that i like.
School is 4 minutes away from my house. I only have to ride the bus after school, and there's only two stops ahead of me. Not bad at all.
SO WHY THE HECK DID IT TAKE 45 MINUTES TO GET HOME TODAY?!
Someone got pulled over (they weren't dangerous or anything) so the bus driver decides to go another way thats WAYYY out of out route. How is that humane?
So I was trying to be all sneaky and take pictures because I had nothing better to do, whilst 50 or 60 other people are sitting all around me. This is the result: 
I love how there's a ray of light shining upon me - while I look so irritated. The sun was lovely, but it was making me sleepy. I probably looked like I was on drugs because I was acting all paranoid and sleepy / mad.
At least there was an escape hatch right above me.
But THIS little thing is mind numbingly easy to read.
Knowing that I sould have my permit by next week eases the anger I have towards vehicles.
This was before school this morning, when I was in a good mood and had nothing to rant about. I wore all black and cream colored shoes. How somber. And those shoes hurt my feet so bad - but were only $5 so I deserved it.
Today I've worn 4 different outfits. Too crazy.
to school - black basketball shorts, blue long sleeved shirt
after 2nd hour - white denim shorts, brown half sleeve loose tee
[i didn't feel like getting dressed this morning, so i just put on real clothing after dance]
for Halloween - skinnies, black flowy top, black heels, cheetah mask
My throat hurts bad and i keep coughing and hacking like a seal.
This way on the way to school at like 7 o'clock in the morning. I was not diggin the whole Halloween vibe yet. And it still doesn't feel like its Halloween for some reason.
and now i just have on brown shorts, brown tank, and a hoodie. How glamorous
*coughs and over again*
Trix are for kids. Oh the references..
My room has really bad lighting, because the sun is like shkjghfdkghf and my ceiling lights are terrible.
That's why I love sepia tone and black&white.
And I stole this picture of me from my friend (i tend to take my pictures from other people without them knowing).
Love the border she set around it. Stupid pom. Blehh so happy football homegames are DONE.
Nothing new really. I was so tired in Topics of Algebra today, im pretty sure I fell asleep. What a horrible person ;)
Then this boy comes up to me and was like "Anne Marie you don't know how to do any of this huh?"
me: "Nope!"
him: "aww yeah i saw you over there sleeping like this"
(then he re-enacted how i was sleeping).
After school we went to Red Robin - their milkshakes make me so full :/ I hate it.
Now I sit by one of my friends in biology,, the teacher is probably like oh gaaaaahd. Because me and him are always making up like weird scenarios and telling stories. Good times.
Vegas was a success for 90% of the time. I got really sick the second day and got really tired and angry towards the end - but all was well.
I feel like I've seen all of Vegas, considering we go every 2 or 3 monthes. But hey, the shopping is good. Everything below if from Urban Outfitters (except the scarf).
long sleeved floral thermal. Love it.
These cotton mary janes are amazingly comfortable. And they were two for $20. But he rang them up without the discount.
It's woven or something haha. great for school.
Scarf from H&M. It's a really deep purple, but for some reason showed up light. It was the first time I've been into H&M and it was.. really bright - clothing wise. And everything looked the same. But the scarf stood out.There's also a feather necklace and grey long sleeved dress from F21.
AND a grey jacket from Urban that I adore. But it's in the dryer because it reaked of smoke.
Now Im going to eat and sleep. G'Day.
I'm off to Las Vegas in about half an hour. I've got my ipod charged, Sweeney Todd (the book), and my scarf around my neck. So all should be well.
Let's see if I can get through this trip without crying.. That should be interesting / hard.
I'm going to hit Urban Outfitters up. Maybe even American Apparel if we go to Caesar's.
Many adventures / pictures will be posted.
until Monday, Au Revoir.
P.S. I got out of school at 9:45 today because we're going.
Heck yeah!!
