In the past 4 days I've gotten less than ten hours of sleep.
This can lead to delirium, agitation, and pure happiness.
Stay awake for multiple days straight with caution.
You'll end up extremely happy like this:
Quite possibly like this: 
Boy you two kinds of crazy. (i say that way too often)
Things have gone 180 since my last post. Goodgoodgood. *knock on wood*
* wow the day just went from a level 4 to like level 20!!
I love my friends with all my heart - the ones that stand by you through everything, and seeing them is the best part of the day. The ones who aren't afraid to be affectionate in public, because they don't care what others think. It's nice to know that they're also gotten past the point of caring caring caring.
It also helps that they're two years older than me, because they share experience of their past. They're a good influence on me, but not when we act a fool and people give us dirty looks. haha
Some people just don't understand the love we share. I hope one day the people who give us dirty looks can feel what we feel and finally be like "ok i get it".
"A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart."
"Friends are the sunshine of life." -- John Hay (1871)
"True friendship is seen through the heart, not through the eye."
Happy Easter!
Easter is not the focus of this post. I just saw Knowing with Nicholas Cage, and holy bejeezus!! Some things kind of killed it for me, but woah nellie.
Today I wore this shirt, and my friend's said they all planned on getting me it. The YouTube video is my love (which this shirt is based off of), and it has my two favorite things - cats and dancing! 
On a less enthusiastic note, because I have to screw up somehow:
I didn't go to my fifth hour class today because I just didn't want to.. I guess I ditched. So me and my friend went to the dance room to help with the beginning dance class. I get home after I have rehearsal after school, and the school called my house. I got in trouble. The end.
Moral of the story: It's better to sit through a class that is way too easy, than to have the school call home and report an absence.
THIS muthaa fuccccka. (long story)
Me and my friends had a sleep over last night :) Because sometimes you just have to regress to eating junk food all night / morning. I had nice clean fun, opposed to going out and partying with people I hardly even know (like I was going to Friday night).
STORY TIME:
Today I was waiting in line, to pay for my aquamarine colored v-neck. The cashier said she could help whoever's next in line, and I was next. But some old freakin stickuptheass grandpa YELLS at me "THERE'S A WHOLE LINE OF PEOPLE" So i say "ok sorry." Does the old fart shut up after this? NO. He continues to complain to the people who work at the store (let me just say I was at Forever 21.. why was an old guy shopping at forever 21 alone?). He continues saying all this blasphemous things to the employees like "YOU GUYS NEED TO OPEN ANOTHER LANE. HURRY UP SO WE CAN ALL GET ON WITH OUR DAY."
Is he freakin crazy? There was barely anyone in line, and there were like 5 cash registers open.
Some people make me so mad. Go take your meds old man. He was out of line.
I told my friend to make a list of all the animals he could think of, and he's making me make a list of things that start with "j". So let's get crackalackin. I haven't even thought of anything yet. I'll be adding more throughout April when a radom word comes along. Im a nerd. NO DICTIONARY CAN BE USED.
juice, jumper, jam, jupiter,january, june, july, jewish, justice, juniper, jizz, jazz, jump, jeté, jerrycurls, just, jaunt, jack, jill, jim, jello, jelly, jabber, jen, jiffy, JUNO, justification, jigglypuff , jeopordy, jawbreaker, jag, jig, jail, juvenile, jog, jungle, jujubee, jubilation, jugular, jumbalaya, jesus, juxtaposition, job, jackpot, judge, jar, jaw, juggle, joint, Japan, journal, jester, jellyfish, jackass, jingle, jinx, jesus
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I've been sick (i sound like Gary off of spongebob) and run down the past few days - no actually weeks. For the past few weeks i've just been running myself ragged.
So what does one do on the first day of Spring Break, whilst being sick?
tan outside
watch youtube videos all day
eat,eat,eat
see the same sun chips commercial over 25 times but still be mesmerized by it each time
make a faux hawk
oh yes i did. 
haha dont mind the left side.. falling lope sided.
guurrrl work those uneven eyebrows and missing arm
there was no need for my hand to be on my head, its just a bad habit for pictures. The sides should have been sleeker.
But I didnt want to do it full out today, because i wanted to comb it out after I was done.
It's very simple to do (but kind of irritating if you have bangs and layers like me)
I just got back from my friend's 18th birthday party, and I'm really happy to have this group of friends. They dont drink, and are level headed. Yeah we get all crazy and act a fool all the time, but it's better than being intoxicated and not remembering what the heck even happened.
I just hope she had a good time, because she graduated early and only really sees her boyfriend most of the time.
But the party was good times, and I'm happy I went. But I epically failed at guitar hero. BUT laughing our faces off at this one stupid game we played made up for it.
Today Lady Luck came knocking on my window. It's about time something good happened.
I got my haircut by an AMAZING guy. He's like.. I don't even know. Really freakin good.
ANYWAY! That's not the point. The point is, he wants to use me as a model for his photo shoot. So hopefully he'll follow through with it.And I started dancing at the new studio by my house. And shooot, I am so happy that I did. The owner is pregnant and needs help (because she could injure herself and the baby if she dances too much). So she basically gave me a job teaching her classes for her. Woop woop!! It's just what I wanted. But instead of getting paid with money because she's tight on cash, I get to take as many classes as I want. Which is better than money right now.
Stuff like this rarely happens to me.
And I feel greatful that I am getting opportunities like these.
That's what I say every Christmas. >:D
Following that, I start laughing really bad and then say "It doesnt even feel like Christmas."
It gets my mom sooo mad. And makes me laugh because I dont mean it.
This morning we actually slept in until 5:30. And we still have to do the Santa thing, because of my little brother. But this is basically his last year of believing
(shun the non believers).
Today went well. I just kinda went about the day. Dinner [well lunch] was amazing though.Then BAM - at around 8 o'clock i got really hyper. and now im crashed.
i'll take pictures tomorrow.
A marathon or house is on until 2 o'clock tonight.
AND it's on all day tomorrow. I'll go more into the festive details tomorrow.
this is how i look after only five hours of sleep. then having to go to rehearsal for dance and being at school for 12 hours
daaang i look busted - there is dark brown make up under my eyes and on my neck.
I really hope the recital goes well. because i've worked hard and the teachers are beeeeeeeeeotches.
ive gotten in BAD arguements and lost friends because of dance, gained new friends that i love, and met some pretty amazing people. I think i've really grown as a dancer, and gotten a better attitude towards some things because of dance. yeah im still a brat and get fired up, but overall i just feel so free and alive when im dancing.
ive been doing it for a little over 5 years, and i'll keep doing it until i can no longer walk. and even when i'm bedridden, i'll be bustin a move and dancing even better without moving my legs <3
Skins has engulfed my life. I'm obsessed. The past four days I've watched both seasons.
Maxxie, Effy, Anwar, Chris, Cassie - every single person is lovely, but those 5 are my favorite.
But Sketch can just fall of the face of the planet.
Look im getting all emotional about a show.
By the middle of the second episode in season one, I was convinced that Cassie was insane [she is], but some of the things she says are just so amazing - insane but has an aesthetic about it.
how completely mental but i love her all the same.
BUT she gets me so mad when she messes with everyone's minds.
I was on the computer for a while okey it was for like 2 hours, and when i got up i was confused. No, it was BEYOND confusion.
When I looked in the mirror I was like "WHAT THE HECK?!" I didnt know who it was - because it didnt look like me. No I didnt forget what I look like, and Im not going crazy (hopefully haha).
But my face was just very different. Not in a bad way either. And I looked really tall. *goes and measures height* I'm still 5'2. What the eff.
My nose looks better and my lips were totally different.
I think I had an epiphany about my appearance - although I thought I looked rather wide. Jesus I sound crazy.
ANYWAY ENOUGH psychobabble..
Tomorrow to school Im going to wear:
floral long sleeved top, feather necklace, worn out skinnies, flower print mary janes
I'm in desperate need of sleep. But of course I have English homework to do. What is wrong with this world?
