im an underaged love rock

I stuck to my word and went to MAC today. I feel accomplished, because I don't really follow through with things I say I'm going to do. LAME.
I got a Grande Duo blush in Love Rock and a lipglass in Underage

I highly highly highly recommed both of these products.
*but if you have very light skin, you might prefer the Grand Duo in Moonriver (below)

(i love both of the grand duos i have <3)

i dreamt of

MAC products last night. Not even lying. Particularly
Wait.. would it be "dreamt of" or "dreamed of"?
Especially the Peppermint Patti nail polish that's sold out. *tears*

It's a sign that I need to go get some things I've been eyeballing lately.
I seriously could spend over an hour on the website just drooling.
So, tomorrow I'm going to march my little butt into Dillard's (since there's not an actual MAC store close by), and buy whatever my heart desires. Ok maybe not everything my heart desires, because then I will go broke.

i sat here trying to think of a title

I'm thrown back into the real world.

Today I got back from Cougartown as a Counselor In Training (CIT).
The delegates who went from my school (it was their first time going) really helped me find myself. It was their experience (i already had mine), and I observed so many things. It confirmed that I want change. It confirmed that I love so many people. It confirmed that I am afraid. It scares me to have the responsibility of almost a hundred people looking at me for guidance and leadership. But I honestly feel that I did a very good job, and there's no "right" way to do it. Multiple people told me that I helped them, and it made me feel an emotion that I cannot describe. I feel accomplished. BUT I will only truely feel accomplished when we go back to school and the students spread their knowledge to the rest of the school. Because I feel one is needed.

"Cougartown doesn't change you. You change yourself"

I don't want other people be hurt by the pain I once felt.
I will say what I need to say, tell the people I love that I love them, and love myself.
I love you.
You are beautiful
I wanted to stand up and scream at you all.
why arent you doing anything
You have to be the change that you want to see
You cant help whom who like or love
Hobo Jim is going to come sleep in your sleeping bag

I became sisters with the strongest and most respectable brothers, and created a sisterhood with other women who have all had sorrows. Saying that I "met a lot of amazing people" isn't enough. That does not even cover the surface.

I realized that I have a deeper feeling of love for some. And want others to feel the same. But I don't fully understand. If anything, things got a lot more confusing. What happens when you realize a friend deserves a "title" greater than just a friend?

"I believe love is the answer. I believe love will find a way"

let's pause life as it is

I wish my whole life could be like this weekend. It cannot be described in words. Pictures better suit it - "a picture is worth a thousand words" as they say.
It sounds crazy, but I feel like a new person. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Like I can relax a little bit. I don't know if I should say everything that happened, but I want it to stay in my mind forever. Think of it as you wish.
I'm happy I get to see these 5 people everyday, I just wish everyday could have the aesthetic as our trip to California did. I threw my heart into the ocean because I'll never find love.

Buon giorno, Principessa!

February is going to be hectic (and amazing) - it already has been.
On Wednesday I leave for California with my dance group. We're going to Disneyland, taking classes from Debbie Reynold's studio, and seeing Phantom of the Oprah. Oh my god.. did i just spell Oprah?... I'm not even going to correct it.
Then I have a week off, and then I'm going to Cougartown as a counsilor in training. Im so flippin excited - I haven't been able to contain myself for the past few monthes. the mere thought of it makes me so freakin hfdghjkdfghshfkljg.
This is what I do during College Algebra on a scientific calculator:
I'm fixing my hair to go back to how it used to be. It's at a really awkward stage right now, but will be worth it in the end.And now I will end with the awkward wrist of doom

This will be my cat

Dony stop wont stop

I just got back from my friend's 18th birthday party, and I'm really happy to have this group of friends. They dont drink, and are level headed. Yeah we get all crazy and act a fool all the time, but it's better than being intoxicated and not remembering what the heck even happened.
I just hope she had a good time, because she graduated early and only really sees her boyfriend most of the time.
But the party was good times, and I'm happy I went. But I epically failed at guitar hero. BUT laughing our faces off at this one stupid game we played made up for it.

Stella McCartney for Adidas

Her collaberation with Adidas is wonderful!
If you play a sport, do yoga, or dance I suggest you look into it. OR even if you just want comfortable clothes to work out in, or for just staying at home, her clothing and accessories are the thing that every girl and woman needs.

I really want these cream colored legwarmers.. like A LOT.

Day of Opportunities

Today Lady Luck came knocking on my window. It's about time something good happened.
I got my haircut by an AMAZING guy. He's like.. I don't even know. Really freakin good.

The layers are mega short again. And the layers from the back are pushed to the front. Too crazy. ANYWAY! That's not the point. The point is, he wants to use me as a model for his photo shoot. So hopefully he'll follow through with it.

And I started dancing at the new studio by my house. And shooot, I am so happy that I did. The owner is pregnant and needs help (because she could injure herself and the baby if she dances too much). So she basically gave me a job teaching her classes for her. Woop woop!! It's just what I wanted. But instead of getting paid with money because she's tight on cash, I get to take as many classes as I want. Which is better than money right now.

Stuff like this rarely happens to me.
And I feel greatful that I am getting opportunities like these.

Skins

Im shakin in my boots for the new series to start. Although they could never replace Maxxie and Chris and Cassie and Toni and Jal and Michelle and Sid and you get the point.
Meet Freddie (from the new series [3]).. he reminds me of someone I know /
knew..

It's really scary.. Yeah he's a made up character, but it feels like they based his character off of who I knew. he looks like him too.

Im bamboozled now.

"Hey Mom do you want me to tell you something to get you mad?"

That's what I say every Christmas. >:D
Following that, I start laughing really bad and then say "It doesnt even feel like Christmas."
It gets my mom sooo mad. And makes me laugh because I dont mean it.
This morning we actually slept in until 5:30. And we still have to do the Santa thing, because of my little brother. But this is basically his last year of believing
(shun the non believers).
Today went well. I just kinda went about the day. Dinner [well lunch] was amazing though.Then BAM - at around 8 o'clock i got really hyper. and now im crashed.

i'll take pictures tomorrow.
A marathon or house is on until 2 o'clock tonight.
AND it's on all day tomorrow. I'll go more into the festive details tomorrow.

Confession

David Beckham isn't married to Victoria Beckham anymore.
He's with me. See, he even has a tattoo of me on his side. What more proof do you need? Anyway. We got 2nd place for state qualifiers. Now we have to go to state.. obviously (for pom). Joy to the world

Viva Las GamblingCentral

I'm off to Las Vegas in about half an hour. I've got my ipod charged, Sweeney Todd (the book), and my scarf around my neck. So all should be well.
Let's see if I can get through this trip without crying.. That should be interesting / hard.
I'm going to hit Urban Outfitters up. Maybe even American Apparel if we go to Caesar's.
Many adventures / pictures will be posted.
until Monday, Au Revoir.

P.S. I got out of school at 9:45 today because we're going.
Heck yeah!!

How Beautiful

YOU SAID IT SISTA!!

Oh wow.. He is just so amazing. PREACH IT TYLER!! shooot.
I completely agree. and was speechless by the end of it.

I am a Pirate You are a Princess

We could sail the seven seas. Bring back some presents for all the people. -- PlayradioPlay
1. Brave New World scares the sheet out of me, and I'm only on page 45

2. I'm too afraid to wear my braided headband in public, even though I've had it since May.. Pathetic. BUT no one at school would understand it3. Yes I'm laying on a lamb.

Apparently how i speak is amusing to people.. they must mock almost everything i say. I've been told it's cute. stfu.

Ten Traits

so what, i couldn't think of another "T" word.

1. I had an eye appointment today (because i had to get a new prescription for my contacts / glasses). MY VISION HASN'T GOTTEN WORSE!! wooohoo!

2. But I do have a lot of scars on my Cornea. So the optometrist says.

3. Sideline dances are killing me. they are very simple, but i get them mixed up because all the band music sounds the same. oh well by Friday i'll be the master of sidelines.

4. mohawks / sunglasses = ♥ nuff said

5. LISTEN TO THE SONG THATS PLAYING *swoon*. Chase Coy <3

6. i eat at least one piece of candy everyday. it's kind of pathetic
(today i ate sour straws at school, and came home and ate a reese's cluster. de-lic-ious).

7. i am SO happy that i dont have to sit by this boy in biology anymore. he said at least ONE word the whole time school's been in session and was a pain in the .. Now i sit by a nice girl, and am at the back of the classroom. Which is a good thing.

8. Francesa Lia Block is an AMAZING author. Right now im reading Girl Goddess #9. I've read every book she's published, and i highly recommend her. Beauty, love, danger, fairytales - all taking place in L.A.

9. Dasani Plus in pomegranite blackberry tastes like crap.

10. i'll continue doing these 10 randoms.
voir autour de vous
i so used Google Language Tools.

You're so Vain,

you probably think this quote is about you.
too bad it is :\

I swear i just saw a moth flying around my pillow, but it might've been the dream catcher.

I've been in my own world all weekend. Not a bad thing, because I haven't had a fit of crying and hating everything yet.. Today i woke up in a calm happy mood. How odd.
Been reading Girl, Interrupted for the second time around. I read it about a year ago. and HAD to revisit it.
I've watched the movie six hundred times around. And I still cant decide if I like the book or movie better. ♥

And i absolutely love these pictures:

Okey maybe I just like the last one.

HELLO!

So, I would've been posting with all the things happening lately. BUT i got my laptop taken away. boo i suck.

No i have not stopped this blog. ITS JUST GETTING STARTED!!

♥

Tecktnotic French Electronic

this guy's great. haha

I always try to dance tecktonik ;]