A Romping Tweaker (you'll see..)

I don't feel like writing. And I have a bad streaky spray tan. that's just how spring break goes. I have to go back to school tomorrow.. nuff said. spectacular romper and sandals from the lovely UO.
I have a huge dance production packet to do, when really all I want to do is this
Oh, and you need to go read Tweak by Nic Sheff. Now.

Jay Asher (an author)

[a part of an answer he gave at the back of Thirteen Reasons Why] -

It's also very important to be aware of how we reat others. Even though someone appears to shrug off a sideways comment or to not be affected by a rumor, it's impossible to know everything else going on in that person's life, and how we migt be adding to his/her plan. People do have an impact on the lives of others; that's undeniable.

1. One book that changed your life? Harry Potter [dont laugh]
2. One book you have read more than once? Just Listen by Sarah Dessen [sooo good.]
3. One book you would want on a desert island? A Midsummer Night's Dream
4. One book that made you laugh? It's Kind of a Funny Story by Ned Vizzini [its really depressing but makes me laugh]
5. One book that made you cry? Echo by Francesca Lia Block
6. One book you wish had been written? how to break up with a guy because you dont like them but don want to hurt their feelings.
7. One book you wish had never been written? A Separate Peace
8. One book you are currently reading? A Separate Peace (haha)
9. One book you have been meaning to read? An Abundance of Katherines by John Green

Basically gushing over good looking people

Edward: What did you expect? Coffins and dungeons and moats?
Bella: No, not the moats.
My mom said I was giddy throughout the whole movie (Twilight). I agree. It was the first time I've admitted to my parents that a guy is gorgeous/ handsome. AND THEN I was saying how Bella was bland in the movie and my mom said "Oh you're just jealous because she got to work with him [Robert Pattinson]." I didn't argue.

Right now I'm supposed to be at a surprise party, but things got complicated. Well I made them complicated. First I wasn't going to go, then I wanted to go (but not really). Then a few of my friends weren't going (but were going in the first place), so I didn't go. But I still got her a gift. Do I feel bad? Nope.
So I got all dressed up for nothing. Oh well I can wear it to school on Monday.

It's like a mauve colored drapy (jeez that's not a word) top, with dark wash skinnies (story of my life), and cream colored slip ons.
How boring. I'm like stuck in a rut.

What should I really be doing right now instead of watching ANTM?
Writing a HUGE essay for english that is due Monday.
mehhh i'll do it tomorrow if i feel like it.
Get off my back I have straight A's.. and I dont put forth any effort anymore.

OH! and I simply ADORE Marjorie. She's my idol

[and looks even better with darker shorter hair. AND LOOK AT THOSE BALLET SLIPPERS!!]

The Title is not Important

The last 2 days (and today) have been ridiculous. I'm so tired and have reached my point of just giving up. My eyes are so tired that they are watering and my nose is running (like when you cry). But I'm not really crying. And it looks like I got punched in my left eye.
Sleep has been taken away from me since Monday night. hmmpfh.
*insert a bunch of yawns* okey lets carry on.
Too much crap has happened since Tuesday. I'm not friends with my "best friend" anymore. I'm sick of her.
I'm stressed about our pom competition this Saturday (i hate pom so much and the coach knows it). Things should get better next week - hopefully, because this week has been so bad.

Today I finished Night by Elie Wiesel. The last sentence or so is amazing. Chapter 5 until the end was so intense.

I want to go to sleep right now but it's only 6 o'clock and I have to write something for english (which i probably wont end up doing).
And I'm upset they didn't choose "River Flows In You" for Bella's lullaby. I've been playing it over and over again and its making me even more tired. Way better than NyQuil and the sandman put together.

Did I just assist you in your willful self-destruction

I have a bajillion torn pieces of paper used as place markers in Looking for Alaska. As I'm going skimming through it again, it's making me sad. Freaking A. I feel like I'm apart of their shenanigans.
And Margo Roth Spiegleman bugged the CRAP out of me in the end of Paper Towns. She didnt live up to what I wanted her to be. But I guess that's why she's just a paper girl. :\
John Green you need to pull me back into reality (if you ever read this wich i doubt, but hey a girl can hope).

Yay for pictures sporadically throughout blog posts!!
BUT I do want to color my hair again. What can I say, I get bored easily. It needs to be darker. And excuse the arm, I was doing a nudge (like wink wink nudge nudge).

And these are the most comfortable boots/slippers ever

Too bad they'd get ruined if I wore them outside the house.

Today I managed to:
get ready in like 10 minutes after I showered
work out at the rec. center (i should get payed for that!)
Find the most amazing slipper boots
disappoint someone really bad.. sorry ?
send picture messages of stuffed animal squirrels (who knew that my friend has the same one?!)
not get anything done for a humungous project that is due Monday

^ freakin story of my life

Rips and booknerding

Why the heck is Stacy London from "What Not to Wear" on "Say Yes to the Dress"? She's helping her friend look for a wedding dress. Yeah right, that bride payed Stacy to help look for a dress. Bet you anything.

On another note, meet Margo Roth SpiegelmanI think there's a resemblance between us. After I finish writing this post (adn watching Say Yes to the Dress) I am going to begin Paper Towns by John Green. He's an AMAZING author and I want to be him. well.. write like him. I have no clue what's in store for Margo Roth Spiegelman.

And I ripped the other knee of my jeans when I climbed upcaught in the act

How Beautiful

I am a Pirate You are a Princess

We could sail the seven seas. Bring back some presents for all the people. -- PlayradioPlay
1. Brave New World scares the sheet out of me, and I'm only on page 45

2. I'm too afraid to wear my braided headband in public, even though I've had it since May.. Pathetic. BUT no one at school would understand it3. Yes I'm laying on a lamb.

Apparently how i speak is amusing to people.. they must mock almost everything i say. I've been told it's cute. stfu.

Fairytales and Sleeping Snails

I am very tired today. look at the dark circles under my eyes.how adorable.. adorably not.
BUT the book on my lap is the definition of adorable Walt Disney's Treasure of Children's Classics.
I've had it for years- i wanna say for over 10 or 11 years.
it was bought by the Lorain County Library in 1987 [but it was published in the mid 70's]. Nana probably got it from the library in the 80's.

I just want to sit at home and read fairytales, gaze at the illustrations, and write my own classics.

Some pictures from the ginormous wonderful extravagant book: Peter Pan Alice in Wonderland BambiPinocchio
[look closely at this picture]
it's especially true when you wish upon a purple star.

Pixie and Pony

i wore fish earrings today.

School tomorrow is going to be.. fun. Which means it wont be.
There's not really a specific reason for my negativity,, i didnt get to sleep in at all this weekend. Oh well I'll live.

EATING GRIMMAULDI'S PIZZA IN A LITTLE BIT. <3
delicious

So today I found out something amazing, but it kinda made me irritated:
Francesca Lia Block has a butt load of books I didnt know about. (okey there's like 2). But still.

BOOKS:
for English 2 H. we have to read a "classic" that isnt written by an American author.I'm not really a "classic" type of gal. I love my twisted fairytales (cough paragraph above cough), and mental books (Girl Interrupted, ect. ect).

So i went with either Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
or The Return of the Native by Thomas Hardy

and i have to do a project on the book i choose.
Project i decided to do - create a soundtrack for the book. Including paragraphs describing why the song was chosen.. blahblahblah..

G'Day. <33

i gotsa mask

Solazrizer.

"Everywhere is here, all mixed together, that's what I love about it. Ugly things and beautiful things you didnt think could even exist"
- Dragons in Manhattan ~Francesca Lia Block's the author.

i need a haircut.

Ten Traits

so what, i couldn't think of another "T" word.

1. I had an eye appointment today (because i had to get a new prescription for my contacts / glasses). MY VISION HASN'T GOTTEN WORSE!! wooohoo!

2. But I do have a lot of scars on my Cornea. So the optometrist says.

3. Sideline dances are killing me. they are very simple, but i get them mixed up because all the band music sounds the same. oh well by Friday i'll be the master of sidelines.

4. mohawks / sunglasses = ♥ nuff said

5. LISTEN TO THE SONG THATS PLAYING *swoon*. Chase Coy <3

6. i eat at least one piece of candy everyday. it's kind of pathetic
(today i ate sour straws at school, and came home and ate a reese's cluster. de-lic-ious).

7. i am SO happy that i dont have to sit by this boy in biology anymore. he said at least ONE word the whole time school's been in session and was a pain in the .. Now i sit by a nice girl, and am at the back of the classroom. Which is a good thing.

8. Francesa Lia Block is an AMAZING author. Right now im reading Girl Goddess #9. I've read every book she's published, and i highly recommend her. Beauty, love, danger, fairytales - all taking place in L.A.

9. Dasani Plus in pomegranite blackberry tastes like crap.

10. i'll continue doing these 10 randoms.
voir autour de vous
i so used Google Language Tools.

You're so Vain,

you probably think this quote is about you.
too bad it is :\

I swear i just saw a moth flying around my pillow, but it might've been the dream catcher.

I've been in my own world all weekend. Not a bad thing, because I haven't had a fit of crying and hating everything yet.. Today i woke up in a calm happy mood. How odd.
Been reading Girl, Interrupted for the second time around. I read it about a year ago. and HAD to revisit it.
I've watched the movie six hundred times around. And I still cant decide if I like the book or movie better. ♥

And i absolutely love these pictures:

Okey maybe I just like the last one.

Is Big Bird really a big bird?

My nose is stuffy. And I sound like a snuffilumpigous.
Here's the infamous beret (see the post that's below frobama)

Beret and just lazy hair that im going to do tomorrow because im sloth.
TWO MORE BOOKS. click all small pics to see larger.

the the writers/artists book should be good. and i have no clue what the one with the boy on it is about. but it'll be good too. thank you madre ♥
Beauty's in the eye of the beholder

give up kid

you're never gunna winthis weekend was just not awesome. i had to do a car wash for dance (lame) and then we had a team party 6 hours after that was done.
it just wasnt good times. im a failure at social situations,, especially when its will VERY clique-y cheerleaders who happen to be in performance dance. boo they suck.

i very much forgot that a had to rewrite The Monkey's Paw.
what reminded me was a photo of the Simpson's in NYLON.
(we watched an episode of the Simpson's doing a parody of the monkey's paw story) so that's what Anne Marie will be doing after this post.
you know you're a nerd when you get EXTREMELY excited about going to the school's library during english.. yeah thats me i was like "YAY!" then i kinda looked around and nobody else was happy.. thee books i pcked out: love,
Anne Marizzle
P.S. im a crazy triceratops Slytherin with frog legs

i almost forgot a title

i made my grandma cry. not really!
i was walking around and talking like an old man, because thee shirt is tucked in and my shorts are worn high. what a sugar rushhhhh

im leaving for Vegas in the morning, but this bad boy is coming with me.
im afraid my laptop is going to get destroyed. but HEY!! i'll have something to do when they stay out late. i r all packed up and ready

oh, and i finished Breaking Dawn.. FREAKIN A! why do all good books have to have an ending? hmmm?!

Breaking Dawn Part Two

im 286 pages in. this book is so freakin demented. i can handle Victoria's head flying off, the Volturi bein the usual creepsters (from the previous three books). but Breaking Dawn is just CRAZY. in a good way..
i'm definetly going to give my word when im done.
ahhhhhhhhhhh <- basically sums up everything that's happened so far.

Breaking Dawn Predictions

ONLY 7 MORE HOURS. eeeek.
but im not going to get it until the morning because i would like to be in the right state of mind for reading it. ahjghfdsgjdfsgjf im so freakin excited. i hate that my two favorite book series have came to an end. J.K. Rowling needs to do an eighth book of Harry's kids. And Stephenie Meyer needs to write more after whatever happens in B.D.

Here's what i think is going to happen in Breaking Dawn:
1. Jacob will finally admit that he imprinted on Bella
2. Bella and Edward will have a wedding (duh)
3. Charlie will find out about the whole vampire/ werewolf dilema.
4. The volturi will come back into the picture
5. main characters will die (well thats a given)
i think Jacob's going to die, as will Emmett or Jasper.
6. There will be a battle royale with thee Volturi

and i truely think Bella will not become a vampire.
PROVE ME WRONG MEYERS

Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating."
from stepheniemeyer.com

i dont like the spaces inbetween the lines.helpplease

Being 15 years old, comes with a lot of life altering decisions.
yeah... no, no it does not. haha
I have forty dollars left over from camp. So I was faced with the problem of buying a pair of moccasin-esque shoes or BOOKS.
i chose books. shoes can wait a while.. cant believe i just typed this...........
Suggest me some books, so i can be huddled in my own world for days.
wait... arent i already?